Monday, September 10, 2007

A Smidge of Uncertainty

Well, I had a blog before but deleted it due to a minor annoyance that could not be changed. I don't much feel like rewriting the introduction of it and if you're reading this you probably know who I am anyway.

Disappointment is a very strange emotion. It feels so correct at times but so wrong at the very same moment. I take no joy from it even though its presence is likely for my own good. The disappointment cannot be in myself or in the other person involved for I know I can't do anything without God and the other party's choice is their own and I am no one to judge. Alas, if only I could be inside her mind for just a day. How clear things would likely appear despite the truth that things are hardly ever what they appear to be.

The best choice of action is to trust God and His plan. I must remember that when disappointment strikes me I am looking at things from the wrong perspective, I am looking from my perspective. His plan must seem so different from His perspective and so perfect, which it is.His ways are above mine and His thoughts are above mine. I just trust His will. I must be satisfied in Him and in Him alone.

To God be the glory.

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